"John and I weren't capable of getting back to Kenwood from there, so the four of us sat up for the rest of the night as the walls moved, the plants talked, other people looked like ghouls and time stood still. It was horrific: I hated the lack of control and not knowing what was going on or what would happen next."
"John needed to escape his reality. I understood completely but I couldn't go along with him."
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Source: Cynthia Lennon (1980). “A twist of Lennon”, Avon Books
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