"i understand that the world was nothing: a mechanical chaos of casual, brute enmity on which we stupidly impose our hopes and fears. i understood that, finally and absolutely, i alone exist. all the rest, i saw, is merely what pushes me, or what i push against, blindly - as blindly as all that is not myself pushes back. i create the whole universe, blink by blink."

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Source: John Gardner (2010). “Grendel”, p.123, Vintage

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John Gardner

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John Gardner was an influential American novelist and essayist known for his exploration of creativity and the human experience, particularly in works like 'Grendel'.

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